Seriously.

Normally I come on here to talk about how cute and adorable my kids are. Right, can you blame me?? But this time I am just a little irritated by something and there are no cutesy pictures to attach to it, no cute little stories... I am not even sure what I am going to accomplish by saying what I am going to say. I am just totally and utterly confused and need to speak my mind. Plain and simple.

I am just confused how people can live in denial. How they can live so bitterly and unhappily...and hold on to grudges for no reason. How they can always be at odds with multiple people at one given time...like life is too calm if they are not butting heads and fighting with someone-- creating drama.  And at what point will people grow up? Will they EVER admit they were wrong, or mean, or did something incredibly hurtful and disrespectful. Will they ever just let people move on and let everyone be happy, or will they continue to drag people down into their dark lonely place, just so they feel a little better for making everything a little more unhappy. I don't understand needing or wanting to add that tension and hurt from talking bad about people behind their back. These people would rather have everyone scramble to live their lives around them, and basically expect it to happen. Why can't they see that always being so impossible and immature is hurting more than just the intended person. At what point in your life do you stop being a birthday brat? At what point in your life do you realize it's not all about you...the world isn't at your beck and call- to bow at your huge smelly feet?? They can take a kind gesture that was intended to make life easier for a very deserving person, and turn it into backstabbing, utter chaos and upheaval making it seem like the kind gesture was actually an act of deceit and done to personally sabotage them.

I could go on, but I am not going to. My point has been made, I think. Maybe not. I am just so beyond frustrated. I hope to God that someday, people will grow up. I hope they will realize the worlds spotlight is not on them, and only them. I hope they start to think of other people before they think of themselves. I hope for once, they try to make things positive and peaceful for the whole, instead of trying to get their own way. When will they realize how very immature they are being?? The problem is that they won't. They will continue to play the victim. They believe their own lies. It is miserable and I pity them for living such an awful life, and encourage them to try to be nice to others and see what happens. Just once. Maybe??