I said I'd get on here and spill my guts, and here I am. A time frame...August 17 will be 7 years, 1 day and 7 hours. That is is how old Andy will be...almost 7 years exactly after having our first little guy, that their little nest in my belly will be gone! After thinking long and hard about it, and having 3 doctors tell me it is the thing to do....I am having a hysterectomy. :( I am torn on how I feel about it...I am excited to not feel the things I do...but still- it sucks and it is scary and I am pretty bummed about it. They have reassured me that I wont really feel that different after it, so I believe them. We are done having kids, but it is still hard knowing that I can never even have the chance to be pregnant again...even if I wanted to. I just look at our 3 little boys and am so glad that we started young and are done now, because who knows if we'd be able to have them if we waited. So there you have it. I could go on and on...but that's pointless. It is just weird to have a date to put to it after it was a "what if" for so long.
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Taking the plunge, I guess.
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Hey, girly! I'm sorry it's such a big, scary thing to have to do. We are all here for you. I really do hope it helps you feel healthy again. I'm thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteThanks Tracy! Can't wait to go play baseball without realizing halfway through lunging for a ball "Oh shit- this sucks...shouldn't have done that"...just the simple things, right??
ReplyDeleteOh honey, I'm sorry. I kind of had a feeling that's what you were eluding to. My doc says that after I have another kid (IF I have another kid), I should really have one too. It's kind of scary but I think it will be for the best. Hang in there and let me know if you need ANYTHING! Man, being a girl can really suck huh?
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